today's run on my mind

Alam mo ba?.. oo nga naman siguro nga hindi.. ito kasi ngayon ang takbo ng aking isipan habang nakikinig sa radio station mellow type na mga kanta.. hindi ko alam kung san mag sisimula sa pag sulat ng aking bagong entry na blog ang kwento ng aking buhay... honestly i pause for a few minutes of what to type down of what i'm thinking and bother me in times of like this moment, listening to music when your in down.  because
it's a part of personality.  the future, wants, desire, dreams, plans and etc. so much to think, so much to understand..

 this is who am really i, expressing word by word of my thoughts, imaginations, feelings, dreams and emotions.. who cares i'm just the real me.. practicing also my english english grammars!!!>:)) hahaha.. i don't want to take it serious but more on happiness on what turns my life into upside down.. tragic scene but an adventurous dreams.. i know i made a lot of dreams and also bad moods in times of disappointment. disappointment because i don't get what i want in all times that i need so i need to suffer than to force someone just to have my satisfaction in life but yizz.. i understand those people why.. why i can't have the certain things like this and that because i know their are reasons why.. why.. why.. and it says i should keep dreaming to have this and those and all that i want.. it just matter when you want something that you really don't get... 
all i can say is that "life is not about rich and poor but it is with in us on how to treasure our part on earth" to know what's God plan for us.."